1. |
Comfort
00:55
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2. |
Hope it Gets Better
03:13
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You are making this harder than it needs to be.
I wish it was easier to leave.
Can you face your true feelings?
Can you tell me what it is I am doing wrong?
Do all these fears compound and do they break you down?
You can hope that it gets better.
As you lie awake at night
thinking what could make you happy
if a room full of people who adore you
lets you down.
You float away
with your heart pounding through your flimsy chest
deafened by all those feelings that you kept inside.
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3. |
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I haven't been able to stop myself from shaking
I used to be able to hide it but not anymore
How much longer will I be afraid of everyone and everything
And everything
This all feels to much to bear
I dont wanna have to try or care
Not anymore
So many things in life just drag me down
Problems pile so high I start to drown
How pathetic It must seem
Just how weak I can be
This all feels to much to bear
I dont wanna have to try or care
Not anymore
Why cant these feelings just be gone
It keeps going on and on
And on and on
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4. |
Nail Polish
03:10
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Shivering at night
not sleeping despite the pit in your gut
anything but
facing your fate
your mind is blank
so then you morph into
a softer sense of self.
Conditioned regret
you can't forget
the smell of the sun
spend the day with someone
in the winter air
I watched you there.
I watched you become who you are.
The tears leave stains
blue, pink, and gray.
Your body tenses beyond the grave.
What you left behind
for the last time that you cried.
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5. |
Sweet Release
02:11
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Pull me onto the bed
and when the lights go out inside my head
let my last word be that I've fallen desperately
in love.
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6. |
Bus Ride
04:07
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You came in through the bathroom window.
You ran and caught me on the stairs.
You had the chills.
You told me that.
You always lie alone on your dirty bedsheets
until you get the guts to move.
Don't be alone.
You'd rather be with someone.
So come and stay with me, you know I'm feeling lonely.
You know I'll love you
only if you change your mind and love me all the time.
I see you in my dreams.
I flew through the atmosphere and to the moon
for you.
So float up the front steps and open my door.
Drink up the water, leave your shoes on the floor.
I saw you in the open doorway.
I ran and caught you in my arms.
I told you that I love you.
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7. |
Homesick
02:10
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8. |
Something
03:51
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I have spent too much time sitting in a tree.
Smell the smell of pine as the wind blows through my leaves.
You're older now.
And I love you.
I am gonna grow a spine.
Don't try to change my mind.
I know people that I can't even text sometimes.
I can text you.
I love you.
You are leaving Saturday.
But I'll still have lots of friends.
I'll miss you very much, but next week won't be the end.
I'll make something.
I'll make you proud.
I woke up on Tuesday.
I rolled out of my bed.
I opened up my eyes and my fingers filled with lead.
I felt something.
I fell onto the ground.
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9. |
Empty
02:00
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Another five pounds gone.
Another way that I feel wrong.
In this life that's fleeting, these days they keep repeating.
I just go through the motions.
I'm losing my emotions and I feel
so empty.
So will I move forward?
Or stay crumpled up in a corner?
I prefer the former, but I know that I won't.
A translucent film surrounds me.
It make it hard to see any form of beauty in the life and I am
so empty.
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10. |
My heart is beating
04:35
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I am not who you say I am and these things I do aren't how I wanna act.
When I left I was terrified.
Come and stay with me you know I'm feeling so lonely.
It's tough to speak when you see right through me.
Talking to you staring at the ground
and I don't move, or even make a sound.
But I miss you.
So when I went away and I did not hear from you
and the streets were named after women I had never met before.
I was awake all day and I did not sleep that night
if I keep it up I will not hear from you
though you've begged me to.
Foggy eyes
a kiss when you wake me.
Inner thighs
there's warmth in my deafness.
Now I know
this fuzziness in my heart will go
when I grow up.
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11. |
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The birds in the trees and all of the wind that moves the leaves
after the sunrise once all of the stars have left the sky
I'm lost in your brown eyes
I can't count the times I've made you cry.
When you come home please don't leave us all alone.
Away on adventures and lost in the place you used to call home
is here and you are someone that I held dear.
When you come home, please don't leave us all alone.
When you come home, please don't leave us all alone.
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12. |
the fireworks.
03:11
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A summer night when we walked to see the fireworks
I had a life long love still in my hands.
We may have walked too fast for your legs to carry you,
but it's okay I can do that job just fine.
Explosions in the sky, and whispers in my eardrums
You're really gonna miss it when it's gone.
You'll be alright cause I am hear to listen to you.
Keep it together 'til we're home.
This is the third night in a row that I've dreamt about you, baby.
For the last time I do know that I let you down.
When you finally figure out what my problem was
I am sure you won't miss me anymore.
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13. |
B68
05:45
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The sun has set
And not one star
Would dare show its face
Vacant skies, a black landscape
The crasing winds they rend me
Thunderclouds line the skies
A dense fog surrounds me
It covers all beauty in this life
I move forward though i cannot see the horizon
No golden sun ever seems to rise up
I move with the wind i lack the strength to go against it
Just tell me its worth it that all this has a purpose
Lie to me if you have to
'Cause sometimes its too much and all i wanna do is
To give up
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